I had a really good office visit with my doctor Monday. My appointment was at 11:10am, I got there at 11:00am and was taken right in. I had written down everything I could think of to talk with him about, questions, thoughts, just about anything that had come to mind. And he sat there listening, really listening... answering when he could... he didn't rush me, he let me take my time and understand some things... he showed me the test results, let me read them myself and ... I looked at the clock when I was leaving, and it was noon time... an hour.
I got some answers... not all the answers I had hoped for, but we aren't finished yet either. We are now testing for Lyme, and I am being scheduled to see a cardiologist. I am confident that we will get to the bottom of all this... I would really like it to be now... but, it isn't. And that is okay... I know that God is taking care of me, giving me the strength I need to make it through it all.
It hasn't been an easy 3 months for sure. Quite a challenge actually. And every day I wake up I thank God for another day. He is my refuge and my strength.